Frustration

I have to admit that I haven't been writing or doing anything about being creative. I got wrapped up in the stuff of life and right now I'm battling a lizard who seems to think I want him to walk on me and I most surely do not. I've screamed and carried on and Mulligan is not helping me. He is just lying here next to me on the couch. It's so frustrating to want to do something so bad and seem not to make yourself do it.